its not so much that i dislike southern illinois, i guess i’m just afraid of being forgotten… or perhaps that i didn’t make an impression to begin with.  i am 1 of 2 professing kids in the whole southern illinois area, as far as anyone else is worried about, i’ve disappeared off the face of the earth.  it’s not so much that i’ve left and therefore have left a hole where i used to be. i’ve left and no one seems to care.